I've been missing... Glad you found me.

So... I haven't updated my blog in forever.  Since June to be exact.  Of course a lot of things have happened, but in reality, not much has really happened.  I am trying to move on with life and be that strong person every person always tells you to try to be.  And it's hard.
I miss my brother every day and think about him every... I may even cry a bit about it every day.  But.  I can just hope and pray that he is happy and watching down on me and laughing at all the stupid things I do or say.  Especially when I secretly try to talk to him as if he's there listening.  Don't worry, I still think he is. 

I miss my dad, who I only get out to visit only a few times.  With my busy work and school schedule I feel like I wake up, leave, come home at 7 or 7:30, eat dinner, sneak in some homework, and go to bed.  Do I feel guilty for resting and playing around on the weekends instead of visiting him?  Oh sure, all the time.  But when I do get to see him it makes me feel better.  I love my family.

Yay for the holidays being here, right?  For many of us, that means lots of food, family, and money-spending.  I'm still hoping to wake up every day and find that secret money tree in my back yard.  And no, I won't tell you or share it with you if I ever find it :)
I'm still trying to plan my wedding... which is in June.  Believe me folks, it's even more expensive than those holidays previously mentioned.  

We've: 

picked a date 

booked a venue 

bought my dress.shoes.veil.hairpiece.etc.

found an amazing photographer who is super cute and nice (I literally cannot wait for our engagement session in early May).  

So what's left?  

Lots.

 Like: 

picking a florist and flowers we want

sending out invites (pretty sure we've already picked who's going to do those)

finding a band

getting an officiant

picking out wedding rinds/bands

registering for those fabulous gifts you'll all be buying for us :)

and other things I can't even remember.  

So why, may I ask, do we spend so much time and money and effort for people to come watch us get married and eat and dance?
I don't know, which is why I'm asking you.  To celebrate?  Of course.

We'll see you there!

Eric Clapton/Tears in heaven

I miss you Garrett

Tears In Heaven

by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

I'm going to be Mrs. Hillier

Yep, it's true.  Jeff and I have now been engaged for a week.  I'm pretty excited about it.  A little nervous about it.  And I would like to share the story.  However, at the current moment, I am tired, hungry, in need of a shower, and planning a wedding via internet information.

We Have a Taker!

So my sister, Erin, and I went to Los Angeles, California this weekend to go to the Talyor Swift Fearless concert. No, we're not crazy addicted fans, but I won the trip from KBULL 93 back in November. So basically we had fabulous seats right in from of the stage. And I came out with some pretty good pictures! I'm pretty amazed. And I am happy to say we got Kelli Pickler's attention and feel as though we made her night. She seemed unhappy and not pleased to be there until we, uh, did something to make her smile. It was great. Anyway, I feel like I should be doing some homework, seeing as to how the semester is basically over and I have a lot of projects and such to do.

T-Swizzle. I'm working?

I really enjoy time off. Like, I mean I LOVE it. Therefore, I am currently having a hard time figuring out why I decided to get a new job. Another job. Now I have two jobs with school shoved in between them. It sounded like a good idea at the time, more money=fabulous. However, now I am stressing out about my current schedule because I have no time to complete things for school... things called practicums. I am supposed to go with my team this morning to an elementary school to observe a child, but I can't go because I have t work until our class starts. And I have school and work and work tomorrow too... and every other day that exists, except for the weekends... but those don't count because I can't go observe then! Anyway, that was a lot of complaining, but I felt like I had to get it out. Fall semester is going to be hard...

On the other hand, something to look forward to and be excited about...
I am headed to LA on Friday to see Taylor Swift in concert! I'm pretty excited about it. But at the same time, it's not that big of a deal... considering I went to this same concert last year. And no, I'm not a psycho stalker... I won tickets off the radio. Pretty sweet. I like winning things. Although it was surprising because I never, I repeat: I NEVER win things.
But anyway, I guess I should get back to working now... maybe go check the mail or something. I'll have an update later next week about the concert. Maybe stars will align and I'll meet T-Swift herself. HAHA. Yeah, right!

Welcome, new follower

Hello friends. I am here today to update my blog; not a usual occurrence. I noticed I have a new follower, so welcome. And thank you for joining us. I can promise you this will be a wonderful and worthwhile journey. Okay, can the promises. I have no idea how you'll like it over here.
Anyway, I am now the proud owner of a new job. Starting April first, I am officially the new office assistant in the Biology Department at the University of Utah. Pretty exciting, I know. I might finally be able to make enough money to take my wonderful boyfriend out for a nice dinner at the local Arby's dollar menu. What a treat!
Something else to be excited for... I leave tomorrow at noon to have a hopefully sun-filled weekend in St. George. I hope for a lot of hiking, biking, and exploring. No lazy days sitting around in a crowded condo. I think I might go crazy. And hopefully no In and Out Burger. Or is it In-"N"-Out? Who knows. But their food is disgusting and all of you Utah folks that claim it is the best thing ever, well, you don't fool me, foolers. You only say that because, until recently, there were no innnnnout's here. So there. Take That.
What other news do I have to share? Oh yes. Oh dear me oh my yes. Today at 3:30, I will be at the U taking my Praxis test. Scary stupid test that is costing me $135... and I have to get a certain score to be able to apply to the College of Education at the U. Oh, I mean the Urban Institute for Teacher Education. I think that is what they changed it to.
Well, wish me luck. I'm off to eat and shower.